Tuesday, March 29, 2005 9:17:00 PM
of the road onward
"Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a slow torch burning
I was a key that could use a little turning
So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep
It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep
There's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray
Runaway train never going back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here no there
Can you help me remember how to smile
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did I get so jaded
Life's mystery seems so faded
I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am just drownin' in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train
Everything is cut and dry
Day and night, earth and sky
Somehow I just don't believe it
Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman laughin' at the rain
Little out of touch, little insane
Just easier than dealing with the pain
Runaway train never comin' back
Runaway train tearin' up the track
Runaway train burnin' in my veins
Runaway but it always seems the same..."
~Runaway Train
Soul Asylum
i've always thought
it's neccessary
to grive,
over a loss
it's only right,
it's respect
to the one who deserves it
but once that is over and done with
it's time to pick up the pieces
and get on
like what i've always preached,
to so many people
so many times over before
Life,
will find a way..
yes it will
*smiles*
Friday, March 18, 2005 6:41:00 PM
of the poignancy
friday
18 Mar 2005
what a day
what a date
in the span of 24 hours:
- a mass mail brought me back into contact with classmates i havent met in 9 years.
- a dear friend and my fav lackey in office had her last day, she shalt be dearly missed.
- me and sam moved on.
- those i loved proved themselves worthy by rallying ard me when i needed them most
what a day
what a date