Friday, July 30, 2004 4:02:00 AM
of the tragic
"I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved... "
~She Will Be Loved
Maroon 5
heard this tune on the drive home today
and it was so tragic i just had to download it when i got home
i cannot claim to have been the person before
i really do not think i could be that great
to love, and not want it back
to be her best friend
her rock
and to wait in the shadows,
while she's in love with someone else
waiting to catch her again when she falls
and when she's whole again
to lose her once more to another
could you?
Saturday, July 24, 2004 6:36:00 PM
of the poison
" Bought a bottle of yellow potion
to cure my heart-rending condition
so eat your fears
and swallow your sadness
as they sit on their couch
and watch this madness..."
~Time and Trust
The Crop Circles
let's talk about poisons
our own little antidotes to cure us of the profane madness of our crazy lifes
we all know it's bad for us in one way or another
but we seek it to cure that pain, albeit for a brief moment
it could be alcohol, it could be a stick of cigarette, it could be chocolates, it could be ice-cream, it could be those little packets of sour stuff some girls like so much
but we all fall
my poison's yellow
wat color's yours?
Tuesday, July 13, 2004 1:27:00 AM
of the convocation
click here to see more pics
and then it was done...
the full stop to this para, of this page, of this chapter
of my life story
8)
Friday, July 09, 2004 12:59:00 AM
of the passing and the lonliness
" one day you are going to lose everything you have.
nothing will prepare you for that day.
not faith... not religion... nothing..
when someone you love dies,
you will know emptiness...
you will know what it is to be completely
and utterly alone..."
~John Bergin,
The Crow
so in that stark void
so I pray
for passing
for resolve
for love
and I revel
Wednesday, July 07, 2004 12:10:00 AM
of the signs of growin up
an excerpt of an actual online conversation:
me : he paid u to fix up his comp? walau we all brothers so many years u take his money ah?
XX : dey, i run car workshop brother so many years i don't charge u any labour for tearing apart ur entire car and charge u cost price for the parts only har
me : err.. true i guess
XX : it's no longer a hobby leh, it's my job and everytime i do something like that it's an entire day thing plus i really nvr charge him much at all liao. how?
me : yeah i guess
XX : my friend running Revo Performance ask me build comp for free, i ask him he can service my car for free or not also. same for let's say web designers, they do for me flash website free la. or designer help me do coporate identity and logo free, haha
i dunno
i guess it's true, we're all grown up now
we did play loud music in bands as kids but now we're all professionals
and bein the corporate whores we are, i think it only right we charge a fee for the products and/or services we provide
this post isnt some kinda vindictive attack on my fren, he's still a very very cool bro.
it just made me think a lil, i mean, i guess if i HAD to pay for somethin anyway, i'd rather pay someone i know and trust will do a good job than to pay another stranger.
hmmmm
all grown up we are
all grown up..
Tuesday, July 06, 2004 12:54:00 AM
of the return of the race
after all this time... it's finally back!!!
i can't wait!!
8)