of the end of yet another beautiful year...



reflections
takin stock
muse abt my achievements
cry about my losses
to do more what I did right
to never again repeat what I did wrong
a new year
a new hope

have a good 2004 y'all

of the biggest fan...



tha above pic is a stillshot taken from angel's blog
a blownup versin of the last part of tha blog entry is shown below



wow.....
i'm her biggest fan...
and ma name ain stan..
*weak pun*
wonder if i've got a biggest fan too..
hmmmm
*ponders*

of the new record...



you prolli can't see tha pic above very well,
but it's a stillshot taken from my netstat page
it basicaly shows me how mani pple read this crap everyday
what time they read it
what country they're from
etc
sunday 28th december 2003 saw 95 visitors
a new record high!
hmmmmmmm.........

of the nicotine...



signs that you are smoking too much

of the weakness...



" if i'm a gift
whose spirit should i lift?
when i bring joy
my troubles are adrift

if i am wrong
which truth should i fake?
who should i tempt
whose soul should i take? ... "



in each weakness
we shalt find strength
strength derived
from the simple joys we bring
to another
from that glint in their eyes,
though flawed we may be
that in our faults
we find cause
to bring salvation
to self
through another

happy holidays y'all
Love,
elf~

of the rainy saturday afternoons...



Rainy Saturday Afternoons

of rainy saturday afternoons
so grey, so slow
of the cold cold nights
so warm tucked in slumber
of last light
so pretty in the drizzle
of the end of yet one more chapter
so much sadness, so much mirth
of rainy saturday afternoons
so grey, so slow
- elf
20/12/03

of the new toy...



appologies for tha lack of updates,
was busy shoppin for ma new toy tha whole week
good news :: yesss... tt's ma new ride above..
not-so-good news :: i gotta wait 6 wks for it
happy happy joy joy
*does a lil dance ard room*

of the radio station...




Radio station
forgot to play
my favourite song
on this lovely day

the boy lost his stations
the one who stayed
he got himself a gun
to kill everyone

we're so young, and we've got time
we're so young, have we got some more time?

Radio Station
-The Padres

just heard this song again while browsin thru my mp3 files,
i remember as a kid, i used to listen to it on my casette tape player
they say that no matter the wrinkles or aching joints or failing sight
you are only truly old when u start to reminisce about a time
when you were younger, and had your life ahead of you
and each step you took,
you took with enthusiasm
and a geniuine burnin, rousing passion
that same pasion that you slowly lose,
with each passing second of youth...

WE'RE SO YOUNG!!!! AND WE'VE GOT TIME!!!
WE'RE SO YOUNG!!!! AND WE'VE GOT TIME!!!
AND DAMN!! WE HAVE!! NO MORE TIME!!
THERE'S NO MORE TIME!!

alas...

of the new face of feminism...



transcript from an ACTUAL conversation

guy-A : (to girl-A) YOU BITCH!!
girl-A : WHAT!?!?
girl-B : It's ok girl-A, a BITCH is a Babe In Total Control of Herself!
me : ......


oh the horror... the horror..

of the means and the end...



so which isit?
does the means justify the end?
or will the end eventually justify the means?
they say to a true traveller, it doesnt matter whether he arrives
they say the journey is the essence of it, that when u DO get there, that's merely the end of the road, and all u are left with, is to reminisce about all your glorious conquests and painful process.
but what if you don't get there?
what then?

of the gluttony...



Gluttony
What it is: Gluttony is an inordinate desire to consume more than that which one requires.
Why you do it: Because you were weaned improperly as an infant.
Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be force-fed rats, toads, and snakes.
Associated symbols & suchlike: Gluttony is linked with the pig and the color orange.


and this concludes the 7 days of sin...
how many were you guilty of??

of the envy...



Envy
What it is: Envy is the desire for others' traits, status, abilities, or situation.
Why you do it: Because other people are so much luckier, smarter, more attractive, and better than you.
Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be put in freezing water.
Associated symbols & suchlike: Envy is linked with the dog and the color green.


1 word : Sweater